The Ending of Twin Flame Ascension School & The Beginning of the Next Level of Twin Flame Work

"The perfect life is not one without challenge.  The perfect life is one where you can confidently meet each challenge that arises."  

-Jeff & Shaleia 

I knew that the beginning of the end of classes for us and our live students was going to be a big deal for Jeff and I.  Last week our Wednesday 7pm class for Twin Flame Ascension School ended in such a beautiful and meaningful way with our students dressed up in graduation caps and gowns and Jeff and I at the end officially graduating them. I cried. I think many of us cried.  We had all come so far together and all the way to the end too.  I was so happy, humbled, grateful, and amazed at all of sitting together in our virtual classroom. The majority of my students in this class (and Life Purpose Class) have been with Jeff and I and our teaching for two years or more.  

Fabian Scholz is our longest-standing student who has been with us for three wonderful years (June 2016) and counting.  Like many of our students, he now carries on the work my Twin Flame and I have taught him in his own spiritual school, coaching sessions, YouTube videos, and public lectures.

To say I'm proud and confident in him and my other students who follow this path and carry on the work in their hearts and lives is an understatement.  My feelings are so many and are overflowing the brim of my Heart.  So many wonderful feelings I can't even put words to them.  But at the core is this deep deep peace and great unconditional love and respect toward them for not quitting on their Twin Flame journey, on themselves, on their spiritual community, and on their spiritual teachers that is Jeff and I who have loved them unconditionally and will always love them.

Our graduated students starting from top left: Jason Emerick, Breann Price, Crystal Rose Gutierrez, Carmel Murphy, Chrissy Kay, Deanna Pierce, Lorraine Kelly, Angie Moggy, Fabian Scholz, Elle Gaia, Anastasia Smith, Aldyn Richmond, Cristina Fernandez.

After Wednesday 7pm class was over Jeff and I were the last to leave class.  I already felt myself about to have a big emotional breakdown which would've been too overwhelming for the two of us, so Jeff quickly asked me if I would care to go for a walk around our usual path outside and I quickly agreed.  We were so blown away at the impact, beauty, and masterpiece of a class we had just concluded.  We felt like Master painters who had just finished the last brushstroke on a monumental triptych and we got to step back and take in our work together.  We are just so impacted.  The entirety of the work and consciousness of achieving Harmonious Twin Flame Union will be completed in four weeks from now.  We know that we've done right by our students and by the world.

We then went to celebrate after our walk at one of our favorite pubs close to our home.  This wonderful satisfaction inside couldn't be contained.  Something new in me I was feeling and experiencing. Some new part of Heaven I've never felt before.  I was barely able to stay grounded in the restaurant but I managed to continue feeling all my feelings that were arising and move forward where God was directing me.

Over the course of the week and weekend Jeff and I entered "massive upheaval" (we got a sweet t-shirt for that) as we released class (which in a sense included our upcoming final Life Purpose Class) and we also began to feel a huge change and transition in our lives and purpose.  We asked specific students (CEO's of our companies) to go deeper with us in claiming our teacher-student relationship. 

Jeff and I also massively cleared karma for them, as well as clear huge karma for our student Marlee Griffin who had just taken a big step in her Twin Flame Union by moving in with her Twin and begin creating the foundation to a sustainable and harmonious eternal life together.  In our Sunday 7pm class #104 we speak in depth with her about meeting her Twin Flame in person for the first time. 

As Tuesday approached and we had our final Life Purpose Class I didn't feel much upset or upheaval regarding it as I did most of the work prior. I felt so much peace and calm with all us being together like this for the last time.  I cried at the end of course.  But the entire class was just perfect.  Jeff gave one last sermon that was very perfect in conclusion to the gift we had given and shared over the course of two years, and then we did one final check-in with a few students that was a just and appropriate ending.  I've seen how far they've all come in two years and I am just amazed.  I know they will all have a life well lived looking back in their elder years.  As a teacher that means I have done my job well and I am at total peace with the love I have shared. 

On Wednesday we essentially went about our 1pm class as normal. We did very good work with our Harmonious Union couple in assisting them in going deeper together and in their unified Life Purpose. And then when class concluded Jeff and I looked at each other and felt weird that our work day was over.  Wednesdays had always been our huge day with three spiritually intense classes conducted in a 24-hour time span. We kinda wandered around the house for a bit before deciding to sit down and watch the new Yogananda movie called "The Answer," which seemed very synchronistic in its time of release and what we were going through.  For those of you who don't know, I am very blessed that Yogananda is my spirit guide and she has tremendously helped me and countless other of my students in Twin Flame Ascension School.  Kriya Yoga and (Twin Flame) Unionism are greatly interconnected.  I have many of Yogananda's books as the consciousness is very much aligned to our teachings of Harmonious Twin Flame Union.

After the movie I still felt weird knowing it was approaching the time I would normally begin to get ready for Wednesday 7PM class.  So Jeff and I took our minds off it by going grocery shopping and investing that energy into ourselves (our food, kitchen, diet, body, etc) that would typically flow into our school.  We had a great time and picked up sausages and beer for a barbecue. 

It's 6:30PM and Jeff starts to clean the grill while I decide to hop onto Overwatch for a few games to pass the time and keep my mind off of class.  It just felt so weird not to be continuing class over from our Wed 1PM.  I figured that IF we had class it would likely be a class of inner work.  I turn off my game at 7:03PM. Jeff is cooking our food.  I look at my monitor and all of a sudden I am crying.  I can't help it but feel how I feel; that I miss my students and how we used to relate to each other through classes.  Jeff had already done a Facebook post asking our Wed 7PM students what they're up to.

Jeff sees me through the sliding glass door and notices I am in tears.  He smiles warmly at me and also teasingly (I know he finds me particularly endearing in these moments).  He opens the door and asks me what's wrong.  I said, "Well... you know.  I miss class and it's already 7:03PM and I feel like we're late and I don't know what to do."  And then I made indeterminate sounds due to crying.  Jeff coaxes me outside on the deck to join him in grilling and not become a sobby mess but keep moving forward and feel my feelings rather than sitting in a big pile of sadness.

We ate our dinner and enjoyed ourselves but I definitely continued soft tears through to 8PM when I began to feel an inner shift.  Jeff cuddled and loved me and comforted me. Allowed me to cry and share my feelings with him about not teaching class tonight after a solid 2.5 years of always teaching the same people at the same time.  I felt almost without purpose even though my purpose is evolving, and I'll share more of that later.  I felt like a mom when she's done raising her child and they go off and leave the house and don't come back, but they return to you on more equal footing and are successful and happy in their life.

Ledia Balla, myself, and Lorraine Kelly

After streaming Overwatch on Twitch with Jeff and having some of our TFAS and LPC students watch and engage us on our stream, we both went to bed in a much better emotional space as we had gone through our upheaval from that time period of class being devoted to something else.

I woke up still feeling residual sadness and I continued to feel my feelings.  After an hour of meditation I got up and made my green tea and smoothie.  I grabbed a deck of oracle cards as I felt tears begin to stream down my face again.  I'm sitting with the deck unopened in my livingroom and Jeff marches down the stairs while talking with Fabian about next-level marketing plans.  He sees me crying while sitting on my favorite armchair and was surprised at how deeply emotional I still felt.  I told him that he too feels as deeply as I do (ahhh that mirroring is excellent!) and that we need to finish up our emotions from last night's "not" class by doing a reading together.  He agrees and he sit down for a reading.

We do the reading and of course I cry some more as I get to the real reason for my tears, and it's gratitude and joy.  Gratitude and joy to God for bequeathing me with Her Children to love, nurture, teach, discipline, and support them on their Twin Flame journey and their spiritual ascension path.  She has given them to me in trust, care, and love; and in love I return Her Children back unto Her. 

How honored I feel to have been in such a holy position to love and care for God's Children so intimately. If God told me after July that I am done and I can come Home, I would come Home in the Infinite World of Spirit knowing that I had loved Her Children with ALL of myself and that I left something beautiful and eternal for Her Earthly Children.  That I did right by them, by myself and my Twin Flame, and by God.  With this final thought I exhaled and the rest of the sadness I had been feeling left my body.  Peace washed over me and I let go fully my Wed 7pm Twin Flame Ascension School class, as well as my Life Purpose Class.

This is all I can write for now, but I intend to write a new blog shortly about what's next for me and my Twin Flame, and how I am diving deep into more spiritual studies to develop Unionism and expand Twin Flame work, canon, and consciousness.  This is truly the final frontier I believe in concluding the ascension path and the work of my soul family members who were on Earth and helping ascend it before me. 

Love Always,

~Shaleia~